not very jammy

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i am not feeling jammy, have actually been no-where near any kind of a life containing any thing remotely as secure and steady as jam for breakfast in a very long time,actually every so often as another relationship is ending i usually end up making traditional old fashioned toast with homemade jam that someone else has made, in some kind of a weird effort of if i make everything quaint and normal it will hold it all together, but any way the jam has let me down again and its all gone to pot.
Dont trust anything not even jam